Saturday, November 29, 2008

Things that are real

(Below is something I wrote last year, while I was still working at Mama Makeka House of Hope. I found it tonight, and it struck me, especially with the happenings currently going on in DRC.)

Today at work I had the task of entering information of some of the people Mama Makeka House of Hope works with into our database. The list came from Eastern Congo of names, ages, and addresses of women, all who have been victims of sexual violence, and have come forward looking for trauma healing.

As I started typing the list my mind was somewhere else...far far away...you know, with those simple and meaningless thoughts that carry us away.

They were all just letters and numbers, and then I typed in the age of a woman....the same as my grandmother, and all of a sudden it wasn't just another name or another number.

As I continued, I began praying for each woman, each a child of God, each a victim, each desperate for healing. The area where these women come from, Eastern Congo, is the area where much of Rwanda' s Hutu militias fled after the genocide, as well the hiding place of several other militia groups. For the last decade they have been hiding out in Congo, taking the women, using them as sex slaves.

I've known all this has been going on, and I am blessed to work for an organization that does something about it. I've hurt for these women and I’ve prayed for these women, but today these women became my grandmother, my sister, my mother. Each of those women has a name, but beyond that, the list in front of me was no longer hundreds of names, it was hundreds of people.

As I continued entering the list into the database, I got to a list of names from an area called Ngando. It went something like this (first names only):

Musimbi, age 13

Museme, age 5

Nshombo, age 6

Mushagalusa, age 1

Bitaragazi, age 2

….and the list goes on ….

Every girl from this village, taken from her home, held as a sex slave, all 13 years old or younger. Not even women. Children.

My day continues….and the list goes on…

….hundreds of names…

We have all heard about these things, but because most have never seen them, they are not real. These names, these women, these children; THEY ARE REAL.

As you go about with your day, I ask that you remember these women, these children. Each name is somebody’s mother, somebody’s sister, somebody’s grandmother, somebody’s daughter. These things unseen, I pray that they will become real to you.
-Rebecca

Friday, November 28, 2008

Hey, You Should Watch This...



This video gets me everytime. If it moved you too, go here.

God Bless,
Rebecca

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Some Things I Don't Understand

I don't understand...

How one can fill their pool, take 2 showers a day, wash their car, forget about the hose running on the front lawn, and run the dishwasher 3 times a day, all with drinkable water, while another lives without access to clean water.

How one can spend $2000 on a purse, while another can't afford the couple of dollars a year in school fees, and will never be given the opportunity to get an education.

How one can spend more on makeup for one month than it would cost to provide anti-virals to an AIDS patient for an entire year.

How one can purge themselves to the point of fatigue and throw away enough leftovers to feed an entire family, while another will not find enough food to live for one more day.

How one can sleep in a warm bed with a soft mattress and blankets and pillows, while another sleeps on a dirt floor, not able to afford a $5 mosquito net to protect their children from malaria.

How one can buy designer shoes, jeans, jackets, and purses, while another whose hands made those designer clothes cannot afford to feed their famliy.

How one can spend thousands on plastic surgery while another dies from lack of basic immunizations and health care.

And sometimes I don't understand how I, who has seen the most desperate kind of poverty first hand, can still spend $10 on a movie and $4 on a cup of coffee when I know this money could feed a child for a month.

Don't get me wrong. I am so thankful for the blessings God has given me personally, and given us, as a country. But contrary to popular belief donating an old bag of clothes or volunteering in a food pantry once a year is not enough. I don't know when or how we got so greedy and decided that service should be convenient or be comfortable. I honestly believe that when we submit to greed and cower from sacrifice we limit the true blessings God has for us.

I could go on, as this is something that weighs heavy on my heart day after day, but I will leave you with this:

"Jesus sat down opposite the place where the offerings were put and watched the crowd putting their money into the temple treasury. Many rich people threw in large amounts. But a poor widow came and put in two very small copper coins, worth only a fraction of a penny. Calling his disciples to him, Jesus said, "I tell you the truth, this poor widow has put more into the treasury than all the others. They all gave out of their wealth; but she, out of her poverty, put in everything—all she had to live on." Mark 12:41-43

Here are a couple opportunities to sacrifice:
World Vision
Compassion International

-Rebecca

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Mighty to Save

Last night we had our second annual Thanksgiving Dinner at Youth for Christ for our City Life kids and families. Last year, as you may remember, we were amazed as God multiplied the food we had prepared for 45 people to feed nearly 100, with food leftover. Needless to say, God is faithful, and last night he proved so once again.

This year we planned to feed 75 of our urban students and their families. We had 128 show up. Praise God! No fear, the turkey, mashed potatoes, gravy, stuffing, rice, and macaroni salad multiplied. After all 128 of our guests had eaten and come back for seconds and thirds, the 20 volunteers ate as well, and still, all of my students took plates overflowing with food home to the family members who could not come.

My favorite part of the evening was when a group of students came to the front of our made-over garage to sing a couple of the worship songs they have learned this year. If you attend church you have likely heard the worship song "Mighty to Save." It is being called one of the most powerful worship songs of all time, and if you have been in a church full of people lifting up these words in worship, you will understand why.

Now I take you to an old garage, in one of the worst neighborhoods in Fresno, the most impoverished city in the United States. You are with a room full of urban youth and their families; gang members, prostitutes, drug addicts, criminals, the lost. Serving them are the volunteers; ex-gang members, ex-prostitutes, ex-drug addicts, ex-criminals, the ones who have found redemption. We are all here together, for one purpose, to share in a feast. A handful of 10 and 11 year old girls come to the front, and without shame belt out the words, "Saviour, He can move the mountains, My God is mighty to save, He is mighty to save...." The most powerful worship song of all time, yes. At least for those few moments.



God Bless,
Rebecca

Friday, November 14, 2008

Getting Closer...

As my trip to India is getting closer a lot of you have asked how you can help. Although the trip has been paid off, there are still many ways you can be a part of my trip. Here are a few:

1. Donate items for children at a Compassion project. Here are some suggestions: Construction paper, crayons, glue sticks, children's scissors, drawing paper, stickers, yarn or string, jump ropes, balls, and frisbees.

2. Pray. I will be gone February 1-12. On our trip we will be visiting Compassion projects that very rarely get visitors. Please pray for the safety of the team, team unity, cultural sensitivity, clear communication between sponsors and our children, and for us to be lights to those children and families we visit.

3. Last, but definitely not least, consider sponsoring a child through Compassion International. If you are already a sponsor or absolutely cannot make the monthly commitment at this time, please, tell your friends and family about this amazing ministry opportunity, or go the Compassion website to get more information about other ways you can help.

That is it for now. I have all my shots and am ready to go...all I have left to do is wait. Thanks for all your support!

God Bless,
-Rebecca

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Long Overdue....


I finally met Jason Daniel Katherman :)

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Take a Trip....

to the Dominican Republic...through the eyes of six bloggers.

I know I am a little late with this post, but regardless, it is something I am passionate about. My prayer is that this post will make one of you learn a little more, care a little more, and I'm going to stretch ya here... do a little more.

November 2-7, 2008, six Compassion bloggers will be (are) in the Dominican Republic seeing first hand the needs of the people and what Compassion is doing to help. Please, check out their blogs, and do so with an open heart.

God Bless,
-Rebecca

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Thankful

Today is one of my favorite days of the year. It is the first day of November, Halloween (my least favorite day of the year) is over, and what is left is a clean crisp fall day. The witches and ghosts will be taken down and many will shift their focus to Thanksgiving and Christmas, and the many blessings they have to be grateful for. It is cloudy and cool outside, the perfect weather to wear a hoodie and flipflops and be perfectly cozy. The first rain has cleared the skies, and the fog has not arrived yet, leaving one of the few times in Fresno when you can truly see and appreciate the beautiful mountains. Today while I was driving from here to there and back, God brought to mind so many things that I have to be thankful for. In my mission to be a more positive person (as inspired by Lori Salierno) I have gotten in the habit of writing down atleast 10 things everyday that I am thankful for. The more I praise God for what he has given me the more I realize how much I have. Here are some of the things I thank God for today:

1. A safe home
2. Many children who bring joy to my life
3. God's grace
4. The leaves changing colors and the beauty of fall
5. My job
6. Ruth Nothando (The abandoned baby that I had the pleasure of helping save and name in Zimbabwe. She turned 2 recently. She is alive and loved and healthy.)
7. A few close friends who love me no matter what
8. Clean water
9. My church
10. Having the joy of seeing many of my friends experience becoming moms (some for the second time), being a part of that and seeing their happiness... its a good thing.

So, there you go. There are so many more things. Some big, some small, many overlooked. I encourage you to take time to think about those things and give thanks for them.

Shalom,
-Rebecca

Between Then and Now

Its been a while since I have taken the time and actually written a blog. Actually, to be honest, it has been no more than a passing thought the last couple months. Between work and tutoring and Youth for Christ and my new commitment to the gym(woohoo for me), I have little motivation to come home and do more than sit, maybe with a book in my hands that I may or may not actually be reading. Because it has been so long, a lot has happenend, yet not much at all has happened. You know, if I kept up and blogged regularly, I am sure there would be tons of fun little things to talk about, but since the time has passed on those little things, I guess I'll just catch up on the big things, and we'll see how it goes from there.

Today is my day with no kids. Although I have no biological children of my own, I have found that I am surrounded by kids everyday. EVERYDAY. Which, honestly I would have it no other way. I love it, but for weeks now I have been trying to have a day to myself, and it never fails that a couple hours in I cave, as there are always children to be entertained, or to be entertained by. The children I am constantly surrounded by are either 1)autistic 2) at-risk youth that I work with in downtown Fresno 3) a mentee I have picked up here or there, or 4) a teen that was once in my group home. And, in all honesty, although I NEED a break, I almost caved again today. I don't know if it is partly guilt (of turning down the little girl who called oh so sweetly at the crack of dawn asking for me to come pick her up), or if its just the fact that I miss them so much (cause really, I DO). But, never the less, I have found myself wandering today, unsure what to do with myself. And then I remebered that I have a blog. So here I am.

So, the last couple months have been busy, but FULL (full is a good thing). We have almost a totally new (and younger) group of kids in my class at work, which have brought all new challenges and levels of exhaustion, but have also brought much joy. I took my camera to school yesterday for our little Halloween party, and after a long and tiring day I came home, and I couldn't resist looking at the pictures and watching the videos and even missing those little rascals (I actually had the thought go through my head that I couldn't wait to see them on Monday, and then I made myself snap out of it so I could embrace the moment of rest).

Youth for Christ is going well. We have Saturday Sports, every Saturday bright and early. I have not started the after school club at Jefferson this semester, as there have been changes in the school's leadership and we are having to go through the beginning steps all over again (you can pray for that). But, on a positive note, I have been able to keep up with most of the kids and get to see a lot of them and their families on a regular basis. With them not coming to the school to see me it gives me more of an opportunity to go to their homes and see them and continue to build relationships with the families as well as the kids, which has been awesome.

What else? Well, Doobie is officially my dog, forever. A commitment I did not plan to make, but couldn't resist when I was given the choice of keeping him or letting him go. He brings some extra excitement to our house :) India is getting closer and closer, and I am just so stinkin' excited I can hardly contain it. I am getting things ready to take to Dilsili, little gifts that I hope will mean a lot to her. I made her a scrapbook and a picture frame and will be going to the store as soon as I pry myself away from this computer to get her some more practical gifts, like school supplies and such. (side note: although I am not raising support for this trip, we will be running day camps at some of the Compassion sites, and any donations of craft items, sports items, and such will be much appreciated and put to good use.) On top of the excitement to see Dilsili, I am altogether ready to get out of this country for a couple weeks. I will not go off on that tangent waiting to happen, so I'll just leave it at that.

Although so many other things have happened between then (my last blog) and now...like my first trip EVER to a pumpkin patch, my "adopted" daughter telling me she has a boyfriend, who she met (you'll never guess) on myspace (that reminds me, I will also be making a stop at the bookstore to pick up a couple copies of Captivating to read through with her), my sister moving to New Mexico, going to Hume Lake and hearing the most amazing inspirational and annointed speaker ever (Lori Salierno, you should look her up), and attending a couple amazing concerts....I will leave it at that. And, after I run those errands I am avoiding so well, I will return to find the perfect blog layout that encompasses me and all I have to say (whatever that may be...and we'll see if that one actually happens.)

'til next time,
-Rebecca